Re-examing my life

Strange that im re-evaluating myself so thoroughly today. Maybe im starting to feel inadequate somehow...

1.My JOB
i need to work more efficiently. think more, analyse more, ask more and make more notes. i need to maintain neater databases. basically i need to work harder i tink hahaha

2.My Family
i need to show more concern for my sisters and be more involved in their lives. Spend more quality time with dad, show more tolerance for mother.

3. My Lovelife
This one im stuck. doesnt seem to make any headways in this aspect of my life... hao xiang tan lian ai... :S

4. My Spritual Life
When will i accept Him in my life?

i need my bonus for....

revamping myself...

took a hard look into the mirror today. all along i tink i've been a slop. my clothes, my hair, my skin, my brows, my nails.. n my weight... everthing abt me that i've not taken extra note of.

i tink i look terrible, short of saying horrible ha.

so i made a few mental notes to start this regime (but i really do need a gd bonus to make tis happen...):

1. my hair - i need a nice cut n some colors to brighten my face.
- i need regular treatments to cure those fizziness..

2. my face - i need to start on my facials... pores getting too big, and getting outbreaks more often this days.

3. my brows - need to go back to jacqeline to start upkeeping em...

4. my dressing - i tink i need to dress better, i need more colors in the wardrobe

5. my nails - time to get some mani/pedi package to pamper myself (more?)

6. skin - looking dehydrated and scaly... i need more moisturising

7. weight - been overeating and snacking too much... i need to shed some kilos n take some inches off the waist n legs! shd i start gym?? tis one is a hard one...

hope to see a better me by year end!!

but first i really need a gd bonus next mth... :S