wat shd i do?

how shd i be feeling rite now? shock? disappointment? definitely not feeling happy even tho i've been waiting for some romance in my life...

really at loss of words during that moment of revelation. im thankful i was half drunk and could pretend not to hear anything. i was taken aback at the dance floor when half the time he was trying to hold my hand. really hoped none of the colleagues saw that.

Outside of MOS, half the time i was praying for Ad to come save my life... i cant erase those words that he said to me. i juz kept my head down eyes closed pretending to be resting. Was so relieved that he did not manage to get onto the cab with me.

luckily we're moving office in 1 week's time and i wont see him anymore. dont think i can face him and talk to him normally again. regretted giving him my no. when he asked that day. juz so disappointed with him... how cld he do this to his wife?

trouble trouble trouble....